Thursday, December 9, 2010

Orange Among Apples

Apples and OrangeYeah.. that's me! 

Last night I was talking to Silla about random things and whining about  the weird facts about me because I can't think of any weirdness-me as I, the whole package, am totally weird. I also told her I think most of the bloggers are Muslims or reverts and Arabs or half-Arabs. I feel like I'm an orange among apples, just like that.

Anway, I'm going to talk in random (read: nonsense) today. Last month I was bored and changed my URL then it messed up the blog feeds. Then the other night, I was bored again and explored the Picasa web album and deleted all the photos without knowing that it's going to affect my blog, so if you check my old entries, photos/images are now missing.. thanks to genius-me. Moral of the story, stay away from your blog's settings  when you are bored.

I am going back to my 2nd home VERY soon and I can't wait. Kinda worried about my baggage (hope it won't exceed). Also, I am worried about getting a new job. I started sending my CV though. I badly needed to work, I've been unemployed for almost 2 years now and I'm broke as a joke.

I'm afraid that my English is a bit rusty so as my French. I don't want to waste the 9 months and the money spent studying the French language so I'm doing a daily review and trying my best to  work it out. I want to be extremely confident in both languages then move on to Arabic or relearn Japanese.

Ebooks are accumulating in my hard drive.. I don't have an impulse to read *sigh*

I feel like I have so many stuff to do and I'm running out of time..  for the last  20 months I was having the time of my life and yet so lazy. Didn't use it wisely.. now I'm panicking and getting worried of nothing. I'm really getting old.. ugh, middy life!